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Here I am, handed to you on a platter...

I'm 18 as of right now. And to describe myself I would start with keywords...
  • Young, Old Soul, Dynamic, Intelligent, Perceptive, Bold, the Ultimate Contradiction.

Now why do I say that I'm a contradiction? Because I'm shy, yet extroverted. I like my peace and quiet just as much as I like lots of interaction with people, and the fact is, if you can call me one thing you can also, with as much conviction, call me it's opposite.

I'm a Pisces,Aries Rising and if you don't know what that means, let me explain...  

      "An easygoing but gutsy sort of exterior that protects a sensitive, emotional heart. Meek, Mild, and Militant... feels with the ego and thinks with the heart... Combines gentleness with spunk, energy and imagination, compassion and frankness."

    The Quietly Theatrical Virtuoso

  Unselfconsciously in tune with people as well talents and they joy they bring me...

Strengths: quiet charisma, warmth, optimism, frank spirit, jovial fellow feeling, combined sensitivity and impetuosity, capacity to laugh at human nature.

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Is it really red-eye?.....or maybe something else? j/k ;-)

I have 3 little brothers...  (From oldest to youngest)  Chris, William, and Jimmy. My brothers love me very much. Will (always 'Willie' to me) and Jimmy are always looking out for me, making me feel protected, and loved. The most hilarious thing you'll ever see is me, 5'4 Shawna, chasing these 6'foot somethings around the house, threatening them with physical harm should they Ever say something that rude/sarcastic/retarded to me again. It's kind of a game we play, they pretend to be scared as if I could actually hurt them and run from me and I act like a tyrant and chase them around the house. It's all in good fun, because in reality, they know they have to be gentle with me even when giving hugs. It's a simple equation... I'm small and they're large and they keep that in mind.
   I've missed my brothers since I've been away for 1/2 a year and I'm very excited about going back home and seeing them again. They've turned out to be the people who are there when I need them most and they've never judged me. While I was in WA whenever the subject of siblings came up I would yap on and on about all the crazy stuff me and my brothers would do when we were young and about how much I missed them. I'm looking forward to seeing what kind of men they're turning out to be.

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  "Like Dorothy of the Wizard of Oz, I am full of magic and mischeif. My world is rich in emotional tornados, at my heel is a ubiquitos friend or suitor who blissfully remains unaware of my strength, resilience, and self-containment; ahead lies a path strewn with nearly insurmountable obstacles and unfathomable experiences; all around is a hostile world that nevertheless provides a periodic shelter and offers unexpected aid in rare forms. At the end of he journey is a never-never land visible to only those wearing the special emerald-green glasses with which I am naturally endowed."

 Beautiful with limpid, soulful eyes filled with dancing lights... riveting magic one can't help but be attracted to. 

 

 

I'm a blend of passionate livliness and whiplash intellect.I charm and peruse through situations in life with an uncanny talent for finding the beautiful in the ordinary. I enjoy Joy and Delight and even the occaisional solitude that I use to walk with my inner spirituality. My friends call me spunky, fun, social, and deep.I have an origianl personality and I strive to live joyfully and authentically. I won't ever turn down a friend, or even enemy, in need. I'm loyal to my beleifs, those who love me, and this story that is becoming my life. I've been hurt before, deeply, and I draw from those experiences the most exquisitly intense feelings with which I write. For that, thankyou Azalea, Taylor, and Felecia... you guys have given me steps to climb higher, mountains to conquer, and faith in myself against adversary. Whether you meant to or not, you have all contributed in helping me become a better and stronger person. 
  Now, let's see....   I'd like to talk about places I love! Beautiful Italy! With her magestic coasts, cafes in Verona, and lost-in-the past fishing villages! Rome, with her architecture and culture! Venice, the city of Love! I am utterly in ecstasy over Italy and when I get out of college, I'm moving there! Don't misinterpret, I love America too, but it's a dream of mine to live in the Old Country. But don't fash yourself, I'll come back one day.            
   Another place of geographical beauty is the Northwest. I haved lived in WA on and off for the past year and a half and I have seen the most breathtaking sunsets here than I have anywhere else in my life. It truly is God's country, full of naked, rolling hills, untouched mountains, and raw wilderness. The desert at night makes the midnight sky full of light in contrast to the blackness of the valleys and shadows on land. Sagebrush skitter on the outskirts of civilization like long lost props to an Old Western movie. The rivers are a deep, navy blue and line thier rippling banks with green trim like an old woman with her favorite coat.

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I find I am not less, but more and great
I've discovered freedon from my own thinking
And my potential is a holy process
But I know I shall forget, as is my nature
And so I write to give recommondation to
My waundering mind that finds this column
I am divine and i do not struggle, but grow.
I do not fail or succeed or win or lose
I am not right or wrong
I Am.
                                                -SM